Beta #2

Once again, I had to do the drive to Indy alone.  I was incredibly anxious about Beta #2.  Would we make it the next step or would this be the end of the road?  Each visit after my retrieval, I would learn of another woman that wouldn't make it to the next step.  Each time the drive there would be spent praying that I would be the one to make it to the next level.  And each trip home would be spent crying about the women that didn't make it, praying I wouldn't be the next one out.....Sometime google infertility, infertility depression, infertility costs and infertility blogs.  Infertility is heartbreaking.  I wouldn't wish it on my worst female enemy.

Both the receptionist and phelbotomist asked about my numbers.  When I told them I was in the 700 range, they both expressed that the numbers were a positive sign.  I tried my best not to get my hopes up, but it was hard.